wow, i talk to myself like that a lot when I am about to loose it. But it varies from 'shut up shut up shut up' to 'shhhhh, it's all right, everything's going to be okay, you'll make it' Depends how weak I'm feeling whether 'shut up' or 'shhh, it's all right' makes me start to calm down. It's sad that you hate Sarah. I shouldn't be talking, but no one is supposed to hate. That means as much as not hating a sibling, a stranger, or a parent as not hating yourself. It's true, the stuff in the Bible applies to how you treat yourself as well. Your body is the 'Temple of God'. I know that is somewhere in Scripture, but I'm not sure where, New Testament, it just stuck out to me. I'm getting off track. Did you actually have fun skating? No offense, but it sounds like you didn't. Sure, you acted like you did, but did you? You are a good actress, as sad as that is. I'm sorry you still have to do that. But so do I, so again, I can't really talk. You still don't get Brio, do you? Okay, when I finish reading this months I am going to send it to you, share it with Sarah too, cuz I think she should read it. There is a cool interview type thing with Flyleaf. Makes me like them a whole lot more than before, and I liked them a lot before. This is a long comment. Keep trying with your art. Maybe make a picture just for you. Work on it on a weekend, lock yourself in the closet if you have to, to get alone. It might scare you, or break you, or be bittersweet. But you seem to feel like you want to try to make something like that. No one will make you share it. I could be wrong about all of that, but I want to try to help. It's a lot harder being, what did you say, 650 miles away? I am so glad you found a church, and it seems like a good church too. Do you go to Sunday school? Or is the Sunday school like the Wednesday stuff, where people just go there to hang out, not learn about God? Love reading what you write. God bless you, He's watching over you. ♥ TARA
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wow, i talk to myself like that a lot when I am about to loose it. But it varies from 'shut up shut up shut up' to 'shhhhh, it's all right, everything's going to be okay, you'll make it'
Depends how weak I'm feeling whether 'shut up' or 'shhh, it's all right' makes me start to calm down.
It's sad that you hate Sarah.
I shouldn't be talking, but no one is supposed to hate. That means as much as not hating a sibling, a stranger, or a parent as not hating yourself.
It's true, the stuff in the Bible applies to how you treat yourself as well.
Your body is the 'Temple of God'. I know that is somewhere in Scripture, but I'm not sure where, New Testament, it just stuck out to me.
I'm getting off track.
Did you actually have fun skating?
No offense, but it sounds like you didn't. Sure, you acted like you did, but did you? You are a good actress, as sad as that is. I'm sorry you still have to do that. But so do I, so again, I can't really talk.
You still don't get Brio, do you?
Okay, when I finish reading this months I am going to send it to you, share it with Sarah too, cuz I think she should read it. There is a cool interview type thing with Flyleaf. Makes me like them a whole lot more than before, and I liked them a lot before.
This is a long comment.
Keep trying with your art. Maybe make a picture just for you. Work on it on a weekend, lock yourself in the closet if you have to, to get alone. It might scare you, or break you, or be bittersweet. But you seem to feel like you want to try to make something like that. No one will make you share it. I could be wrong about all of that, but I want to try to help. It's a lot harder being, what did you say, 650 miles away?
I am so glad you found a church, and it seems like a good church too.
Do you go to Sunday school? Or is the Sunday school like the Wednesday stuff, where people just go there to hang out, not learn about God?
Love reading what you write.
God bless you, He's watching over you.
♥
TARA
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